Hello friends and watchers! First off I've officially moved to Denver! *throws confetti* and started my first night at my new job last night. Honestly graveyard shifts are hard and doing housekeeping is harder. I could barely keep up and my body wasn't used to staying up at such hours so I almost cried because it was so difficult and honestly I wanted to quit and find a job. But I kept on reminding myself that I need to sucks it up because I'm an adult and I gotta do what I gotta do to keep up with bills and student loans. Life sucks but we all have to deal with it. My room mate is a very wonderful person and I will admit that I did develop a crush on her but that had passed and I now have a crush on another very lovely gal. My love life has been affecting me to be honest. I want a relationship so badly but I know I cannot rush it. It's also had been making me question who I really am gender wise because I really don't know if I'm actually a man or if I'm just a raging lesbian that loves to wear men's wardrobe whenever she can. All these things have been impacting on me when I really shouldn't let it. I cannot live my life without a partner who I want to marry and live a happy life till we grow old together...then go do amazing stuff like skydiving and doing intense rides at theme parks. I'm not a dependant person. I really am not. I thrive on company of others. Yeah I get really awkward around new people or a room full of strangers but friends, a companion is what I need in my life. Blarg sorry for dropping all this on you people! I guess I just need to bring this out and if this bothers you then you can just leave and get on with your life.
Also I really apologize to those who have commissioned me! I've been struggling with all this and I promise to try and make good progress on my day off! ;; I can't really work on things when I'm sleep deprived. D: love you guys!
So! How has everyone been?! Tell me gaiz!